"closer yet further"

it seems the more aware i become, the more i realize that i am so far from that place of complete awareness... sometimes i have to catch myself... catch my fear... afraid to go further... At times i get lost in my mind. My thirst seems to always be unquenchable....

A guide... maybe i've reached a point in my search where i realize i need a guide.

Become the observer
Peace and awareness.

Aaza