She Walks with Polar Bear and I

10 yrs ago, my spiritual teacher bestowed a name upon me...Nin'Aaza El... From what i had gathered, the egyptian meaning is something to the effect of "from the heavens". My spirtitual teacher gave me a second name a few months later, in which i have never used or trully acknowledge. In my awareness of imageries and shadows, and light, and emotions, and the progression of the self, i encountered a new form that now walks along with my polar bear and i.... While taking a shower, i noticed an outline that was formed by the water drops... It surprised me, as the form was so clear and precise... without flaw. Today was a trying day for me emotionally... I contemplated on my trials today and for the first time, called my mother and expressed my emotional somberness... This conversation is usually reserved for a friend that would not critic me, but for some reason today, i opened myself to my mother.... vulnerable to any criticism that she may have, i let it out... surprisingly she comforted me and opened my eyes to the me that was already there and is now blossoming.... The figure that i saw on my shower curtain was a figure of a woman with a feather on her head.... As i said before, when you pay attention to imageries and such, you will track all the trails that you've put out for yourself.... I couldn't immediately think of any image that i could relate this form to, so I did a research of a woman with a feather on her head, and came across the Egyptian Goddess Ma'at... The second name my teacher gave me... Ma'at Kha Re...


Open your eyes to light and form
Read up on Ma'at

Peace and Understanding
Aaza