Someone i Love

I have a question to ask you. Has this ever happened to you? Have you ever thought about someone that you once shared yourself with? Was it for a day or at least a few hours? And the moment you realize that you've been thinking about this person, someone you cared for and still care for, you begin to think about all those special moments that you've shared. And you smile. And then... a phone call. You answer the call, and you smile, almost laughing... I know it has happened to you because it happened to me today. When i heard his voice, my heart floated and my subtle gigling was so childlike... He asked my why i was laughing and i told him i was just so happy to hear from him. I wanted to tell him that i was thinking about him all day, and that i missed him. I even thought of sending him an email ealier today to tell him how i was feeling, but decided not to. Our relationship ended because i was not ready for the beauty that he had to offer me. He understood and we understood that there would always be love between us... always. He then said:

F.C: "Arabelle(that's me), i have something to tell you....Do you want to guess what it is?

Me: No... Wha is it?

F.C: I found someone.... Someone that loves me.

I could not believe the words that i was hearing... My heart sank, but i dared not ruin this moment for him, and so i continued laughing and told him how happy i was for him. And honestly... i was... I asked him who she was, where did they meet, and told him it was great news. And it was... I was on the bus when i got his phone call. As soon as i got off the phone with him, i cried all the way home.

I am trully happy that he has found love. He is truly an amazing soul and i am so blessed to have had the opportunity to be a part of his essence. I now know, he is a soul mate of mine. He'll always be a part of me...Always in my heart.

Listen to our song. its called Wet Questions. We listened to this one day for hours during a cold winters day till the sun set and the blue hue of early evening streamed through his window. He boiled water for tea, and prepared dinner for two. And we existed in the vibrations of love.



Open your heart to the love of loving

Peace and Understanding
Aaza