"Email from Farrell-Thu, April 23, 2009 1:19 pm"

evo morales...of bolivia...was at a church in the bronx yesterday.....was supposedto go ...i think it was st.agnes.....//??

but they're sure sticking us with these images.....1st. indigenous/indian in the western hemisphere....to co-sign this....what 's that other jokers' name.......

chavez......talks good stuff, but he ain't cutting the indians in venezuala to part of the oil money....or in any form towards repatriation....lands...spare change for corn shucks....

i apreciate you....farrell


Aaza

"STD"

Spiritually Transmitted Disease... Ever heard of it? Its a common thing. Women suffer from it more than men. Its a silent disease. Can lay dormant in your blood stream for as little as a day to years. Think i've been hit three times! The first time, took years before i noticed a discomfort in my SOLar core. Second time took a few weeks before i noticed that i was fucking with my roots! Third time took a day. That one was the most shocking. Thought by now i had built up an immune system for that sort of thing. But, when you are not cautious, always expect a sneaky attack. The last one took a day for it to manifest, but i did not consciously realize who had done the damage until about a week later. Maybe its because he wears a nice scent. No one can be bad for you with that scent... so i thought. I mistakenly blamed it on another, but realized that i had been hanging with the other for some time, and never felt any discomfort in my SOLar core. Thought i was a tuff gong by now... But hey, what can you do? Live, love, learn and move on. Curing myself of any Spiritually Transmitted Disease right way. Cleansing all of the bullshit out.


Aaza

"A Brief Thought"

Trying to face my demons... Finding it hard to look inside... agitation, frustration, sadness... I've tucked them so deep inside, along with my soul.
Aaza

"A Brief Rant"

i hate arrogance!

Aaza

"Signals"

Life is such a weird high for me right now... I recently got inspired to get back into my art and i am so stoked about it, but at the same time, i feel a bit confused on where to put my focus. My brain is functioning on such an erratic vibrational plane, that the signals that are trying to seep through are not quite connecting with my brain patterns. Its actually not a bad thing. Just a thing that i gotta make sense out of. Gotta have some Mind Control...

I walk the midnight grounds, holding on tight!
Aaza

"I-Threes"

When i'm with KC-- Aaza Speaks
When I'm with PL-- Ma'at speaks
When i'm with NCC-- Arabelle Speaks

I walk the midnight grounds, struggling to hold on...
Aaza

"Philosophy Vulture"

So meet this guy... I think i like him... We kick it off... and something goes wrong. Same ole same ole.

Now my mind is running at a million miles an hour thinking "Am i too over zealous when i get involved and drugged by new philosophies?". Last night my girlfriend told me a Rasta called her a culture vulture mainly because she happens to be white. (it's interesting how some Rasta men are quick to attack the baldheads, but find themselves laying up with one) That term got me to thinking, am i the same way when it comes to philosophy?

So this guy that i met, and liked, and kicked it off with that went wrong, got me thinking about how i approach life. My white culture vulture girlfriend said it must be my Pisces rising. I suck everything in that i find interesting. I become it until i have dried it out of my system. I told another friend that i get the sense that this guy that i met, and liked and kicked it off with that went sour looks at me in a light that is quite dim. I asked my best guy friend if i come across like a fraud. I know i don't need confirmation from someone else to tell me that i am not... but you never know what the perspective looks like from beyond your visual scope. I know who i am what my goals and loves are... but... you never know... and i know i should not care what others think. But we are human.

Had some herbal sessions with this guy.. It's been a minute since i last did that... Got inspired to do a couple of things when my mind was open... so i guess i got something out of it.

Aaza