"The Fool pt2"

This morning, i sat on my couch and stared into space. There were moments focused on tasks needing to be handled and then there were moments that were just empty. And then... there were moments when the reason for the tears i cried last night... felt lighter. I sat there for a few minutes... Something that i don't think i usually do at 7:45 in the morning. I took a moment to allow my mind to reassure me that THIS TIME IT WAS NOT MY TEST TO PASS. IT WAS A TASK THAT INVOLVED ME, BUT THIS TIME, MY EMISSARY USED ME FOR A TEST THAT WAS MEANT FOR THE IMPOSTOR. If i am fooling myself just so that i can be able to move on from this, then i welcome this idea.

IN Awareness
Aaza