Words and I...

are sworn enemies... and it has always been that way. That seems to be one of the main issues that i face in my daily life. Where does it stem from??? I wish i knew. I wish i knew the exact spot where that thorn seems to be deeply imbedded in my psyche so i wont have to feel like such a retard when i talk to people. It literally feels like my brain tightens up when i know there is a focus on every single word that i am saying. My friend says that i have performance anxiety and the best way to get over that fear is to write constantly.... So as hard as it is to keep up with a blog, ill be forcing myself to write every day for practice. Hopefully in the next few weeks, i should see a change in the way i socialize with people critically.


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Peace and Understanding
Aaza